Let her go

LET HER GO

Well you only need the light when it's burning low
Only miss the sun when it starts to snow
Only know you love her when you let her go

Only know you've been high when you're feeling low
Only hate the road when you’re missin' home
Only know you love her when you let her go
And you let her go

Staring at the bottom of your glass
Hoping one day you'll make a dream last
But dreams come slow and they go so fast

You see her when you close your eyes
Maybe one day you'll understand why
Everything you touch surely dies

But you only need the light when it's burning low
Only miss the sun when it starts to snow
Only know you love her when you let her go

Only know you've been high when you're feeling low
Only hate the road when you're missin' home
Only know you love her when you let her go

Staring at the ceiling in the dark
Same old empty feeling in your heart
'Cause love comes slow and it goes so fast

Well you see her when you fall asleep
But never to touch and never to keep
'Cause you loved her too much
And you dived too deep

Well you only need the light when it's burning low
Only miss the sun when it starts to snow
Only know you love her when you let her go

Only know you've been high when you're feeling low
Only hate the road when you're missin' home
Only know you love her when you let her go

And you let her go (oh, oh, ooh, oh no)
And you let her go (oh, oh, ooh, oh no)
Will you let her go?

'Cause you only need the light when it's burning low
Only miss the sun when it starts to snow
Only know you love her when you let her go

Only know you've been high when you're feeling low
Only hate the road when you're missin' home
Only know you love her when you let her go

'Cause you only need the light when it's burning low
Only miss the sun when it starts to snow
Only know you love her when you let her go

Only know you've been high when you're feeling low
Only hate the road when you're missin' home
Only know you love her when you let her go

And you let her go

Busy beeee

Sebenarnya ada banyak benda nak cerita
Banyak benda nak tulis
Tapi busy nya laa hai...
Busy pasal study ni haaa
Semalam baru settled satu benda.. 
Tapi ada banyak benda lagi yang nak kena settle dalam list ni
Takpela, kita buat satu2...

Sekarang balik sekolah pun punya lah penat
Balik terus masak, layan Khayr makan
Lepas tu kemas dapur sikit2 (tak banyak sebab malas haha)
Baru le pikir nak mandi ke nak baring2 ke
Penat ok
Tapi tu la, bila lepas masak tengok suami anak makan bertambah, rasa bahagia je
Kalau boleh memang tak nak En Kam masak dinner, 
For me bab masak bior ler saya yang masak kan
Yang lain kalau En kam nak tolong alhamdulillah
Tapi semalm balik tengo En Kam dah masak Pineng curry uolss
Kagum tak? haha
Ala guna perencah instant tu... tp sedap jugak
So as reward,saya goreng susur udang pulak lepas tu
Sedap uols
Hujan2..penat.. dapat makan cucur udang panas2. nikmatnya Yallah .. Tuhan je la yang tau haha over 
Khayr makan banyak
Lewat malam pulak pujuk dia makan nasi ... habis. 
Alhamdulillah, lately dia tak berapa nak makan
Sejak balik dari London tu, sikit nau dia makan sekarang
Kena memujuk la nak habiskan nasi cenonet tu...

Anyway
Alhamdulillah my abstract submission to the EASD meeting has been accepted
Jumaat aritu dapat email
Meeting kali ni di Vienna, Austria BIG Yeayyyyy
My SV as usual been so kind. he asked me to bring my family along to the meeting
He said this might be the last chance for you to visit Vienna, which is might be true kan
So jom le kita plan percutian ke Vienna , En kam! hihihi
Owh meeting tu 5 hari tau... so it's gonna be a long vacation for us or maybe ust for En kam and khayr? hahaha

Dan tertangguh nak cerita trip ke Amsterdam, Brussel, Munich, London itu hari
Alamak ingat lagi ke tak la kan???
Or kita cerita yang ingat jer? hahaha

Ok ler, nak sambung buat kerja
Actually now lunch  hours
But as now I dah selalu skip lunch, tu yang dok merepek kat sini
Ok byeeee

Ni gambar masa kat Brighton aritu, thanks Katrina for the photo. Suka gambar  ni. Khayr masam sebab nak ice cream... hihihi

19/52

I knew you will enjoy your bike really much. Anything for you my son. Love.

Litter Picking Days

On Wednesday, 7th of May
We received email from the preschool
All of the kids get involved for the activity called "Litter Picking Days"
The teacher sent us photo of the kids bringing a large yellow plastic bag to put rubbish
hihihi

How does its work

Basically this is a campaign organised by the foundation named Keep Sweden Tidy
Preschool or school can get involved in this activity
It 's free of charge
What they need to do is just sign-up for the event
Keep Sweden Tidy will send out free  yellow garbage bags to kindergardens and disposable tattoos for the younger kids. The material does not cost anything.
On the day, the teachers will bring the kids to collect rubbish around the kindergarden

For the educatoinal materials
The foundation provides a few of materials to be download for free
As for Khayr's kindergarden, all of the kids received their certificate or diploma
also not to forget the tatoo

The campaign looks simple
But personally I think it is a good start to educate the young generation about littering
The importance of not leaving rubbish outside
The important to take care our environment

Although some of them still young and may not be understand
at least their enjoy the good activity like this 

Cheers

More information about the campaign

Report Card

Pagi Khammis aritu ada meeting serahan report card Khayr
hehehe
Idok ler report card betul
Parent-teacher meeting sebenarnya
So pagi tadi bangun kelam kabut sebab tengok jam dah pukul 8 pg
Giler ahhh sebab meeting pukul 9
walaupon sekolah tu dekat jer...tapi pepaham ler nak bersiap tu kan

Lepas bagi susu kat khayr terus kejut dia bangun
bagitau dia arini ibu n abah nak jumpa Petra (his group's teacher)
Dha boleh pulak dia xkasi saya ikut, abah jer dia cakap
helloooo ibu pun kena datang okay
Zas zas bersiap.. 

Hujan 
Tapi si Khayr nak jugak naik basikal 
layan kan jer lah

Sampa sekolah terus masuk jumpa Petra
Khayr dah masuk main kat dalam
Nampak dia main dengan Chiara dan Alexander
Pastu nampak Hasse ajak semua kumpul...dia nak bercerita hehehe
pastu semua makan buah 
nice..menurut kata jer semua
cuba kalau kat rumah pun macam tu kan..kan senang hidup hahahaa

First Petra tanya ada tengok tak apa dia tulis kat blog
alahai terus terdiam sebab dah lama tak buka blog tu
sebab nya email updates selalu sampai kat email En Kam
like last year saya tulis apa yg saya nak komen pasal khayr n sekolah kat blog tu
hmmm xpela
Petra cakap it's ok :)

Petra minta kami bagitau apa pendapat kami mengenai khayr di kelas baru ni
Khayr pindah masuk kelas 3-5 years ni masa dia umur 2 tahun 9 bulan
Masa tu dia yang 2nd muda
Khayr masih tak pandai cakap Svenska masa pindah kelas baru
Boleh la cakap...tapi dalam 2 words jer kot
Ingat lagi, kalau kami hantar khayr pi sekolah,,, kawan khayr namaphilips tu selalu cakap
He can't speak (dalam svenska of coz)
HIHIHI
sebenarnya bukan khayr tak boleh cakap
dia dah pandai cakap melayu dalam 4 words, english dalam 2-3 words la
tp svenska masih lemah

so now dah bulan 5
almost 7 bulan Khayr masuk group baru ni
saya tgk dia memang suka group baru ni
dulu best friend nama Clapton,
sekarang sikit2 Adam n Alexander
hihi

Petra cakap Khayr dah pandai cakap Svenska 
boleh buat longer words, Alhamdulillah
He's a popular guy in school
bak kata Petra
hahahahha
yelah, dia yang paling kecik kot
a HAPPY boy
yes, he is
memang gelak n happy jer, jarang sangat nak dengar dia meragam menangis
he only cry if he hurts himself
logik la kan
suka kawan dengan Adam , Ronie, Clapton, Alexander
yes, nama tu la yg dia sekalu sebut kat sekolah
He loves to play with cars, lego, drawing, coloring
suka ibu dengar
sometimes he doesnt want to take a nap, but he prefers to read book
amboi... suka baca buku yea
he does to toilet by himself
yeayy dah bujang anak ibu (walaupon kadang2 accident hahahahah)
he will say stop if someone wants to hurt him
khayr kan kecik, its good to hear that sebab risau je budak2 kan...datang mood nak buli kang hahahah

Overall Petra cakap Khayr takde masalah kat sekolah
Cuma Khayr taknak makan sayur jer hahaha
pelik jugak sebenarnya 
sebab khayr rumah khayr suka salad, cucumber

takpelah, agak2 kalau Khayr dah balik mesia
Dia paham tak sedih nak tinggalkan kawan2
Sedih nanti tak akan jumpa lagi?
Hmmmmmmm....................

takde tajuk

Alhamdulillah Khayr dah sihat demam
Semalam dah mula ke sekolah 
Ibu dan abah hantar Khayr pergi sekolah semalam
naik basikal
so cute tau
kenapa?
sebab kitorang sampai lambat (macam tak biasakan)
semua kawan2 dah main kat luar
sampai, khyar n en kam masuk dalam, tukar baju
saya simpan basikal
masa dtg kat pintu kelas dia, nampak si Adam tengah tunggu kat luar
pastu khayr keluar
adam terus lompat cakap haiii khayrrrrrr
heheh
khayr senyum sampai telinga..adam lari
khayr kejar adam
comel jer kan

Semalam saya n en kam puasa
en kam masak ikan bakar,
saya masak sayur n buat air asam
petang smlm sampai rumah khayr dah tidur
saya pon join dia tidur kejap
tak samapi nk tudir pon..khayr dah bangun huuu
pastu dia tarik2 rambut n hisap jari..tp happy happy
suspect dia lapar ni
en kam pun panaskan bihun gireng balance petang ahad, goreng telur
boleh saya nak suapkan dia xmo..geram betul
dah la kita lapar kan..mmg cepat marah hahahaa
dia merajuk nak makan mee dengan soup
anak oo anak
so buta soup sayur n rebus mee
dia merajuk dengan saya
nk suapkan pun xnak makan
last2 makan dengan en Kam 
tapi lepas makan khayr naik atas katil
saya cepat2 tutu muka dengan blanket
dia tarik
pastu cakap  sorry ibu
terus ibu pun tak jadi nak merajuk hehehehehe

Hari ni datang sekolah
ada bad news
paper yang saya submit 2 bulan lepas get rejected :(
takpelah, kena pikir nak hantar journal mana pulak ni
kat KI ni, kita kena ada 4 published papers baru boleh viva...huuuu
bila la nak habis ni kannnnn
tapi okla, bila kita hantar kat journal yg bagus ni, walaupon rejected..kita dapat good comments
so boleh guna komen tu untuk improve manuscript yang dah ada tu
so harap2 next submission get accepted 
amin!

ok la nak sambung keje.
walaupon mcm malas kan

rasa mcm dh gemuk sangat laaaa
mcmana nk kurus ni?
tekanan la gemuk mcm ni !!!
nak senaman, senaman dalam mimpi je sedih betul huuuuu
nak diet mcm tak jalan jer ek
tak tahan dugaan huuuu

18/52

It's been a hard week for you and me. Almost 7 days down with high fever..  your smile light up my life. Ibu really love you sayang.. forever.

Biking

Selasa 
29 April

Hari ni labwork di Huddinge Hospital
Run protein measurement
Ada lagi 30 mins incubation time

Owh btw updates untuk Khayr
Alhamdulillah dah beransur baik demam nya
Ada lagi sikit2... tapi dah tak perlu masuk ubat every 4 hours
Now kami bagi dalam 6-8 hours
Cuma batuk pulak macam makin teruk
pagi tadi lepas minum susu dia muntah
Habis katil...hmmmm
Jenuh la nak membasuh tu... huuuuuuu
Tak pelah, nanti balik petang ni nak pujuk dia makan ubat batuk

Tadi sebelum keluar pergi sekolah,
dah masakkan bihun goreng untuk Khayr dan En Kam,
Harap2 dia makan lahhh,
Tadi pujuk dia makan sebelum saya keluar, tapi Khayr tak nak
Petang ni ingat nak buat karipap la.... mesti dia makan banyak
Semalam dinner saya masak roti jala
8 keping Khayr makan hehehehehe, seronok tengok,
Khayr kan suka roti jala :)

Saja godek2 folder dalam laptop ni, tengok eh ada gambar khayr biking lahhh
Saja jugak nak share kat sini
Dah tak ingat bila kejadian ni hehehe
Tapi weekend la
Saja saya dan En Kam bawa Khayr jalan2 naik basikal 
Dekat area kawasan rumah ni jer

Plan asalnya saya n Khayr naik basikal
En Kam ambik gambar jer
Tapi Khayr tak bagi saya naik basikal
Dia seorang jer boleh naik basikal
Sabar jer lahhh

Kalau tak silap kejadian ni dalam seminggu selepas kejadian beli basikal tu
Ye ke??? dah lupa daaaaa
Tapi khayr dah boleh kayuh 
Dah pandai kayuh basikal tu sendiri
Cuma bila naik bukit sikit, tak pandai.... berat agaknya
Kena tolong tolak sikit baru dia sambung kayuh

 Abah, Cepat

 Vrooommm vrroooommmm

Berhenti makan pisang :)

 Makan donut pulak.hihi

 Dah nak balik

 Bila jalan rata...jauh dia tinggalkan kami heeeee

Khayr sihat nanti ibu bawak jalan2 naik basikal lagi ye sayang