Ramadhan Kareem

Alhamdulillah
Sampai juga ke Ramadhan tahun ni
Alhamdulillah syukur Allah masih beri peluang untuk beribadah
Nak tutup lubang2 pada tahun tahun lepas..

Sweden mula berpuasa pada Sabtu, 28/June
Tahun ni sweden berpuasa almost 20jam
Sejam extra dari tahun lepas

Tahun ni ada kekeliruan sikit
Kalau ikut tahun2 lepas.. kami ikut Embassy akan mesej bila akan mula berpuasa
Embassy akan ikut Masjid besar
Masjid besar stockholm pulak ikut Mekah selalunyaaaa
Tapi tahun ni ada kekeliruan sikit

Puncanya Mekah mula berpuasa pada hari Ahad, 29/june
Tapi mesjid besar Stockholm umum sweden berpuasa pada Sabtu, 28/June
Saya dan en Kam memang ingat puasa Ahad ikut mekah
So saya tidur la awal..
En Kam kejut cakap bangun isyak.. sahur esok puasa
terkejut terus bangun solat isyak
Tak tengok jam.. terus ler masuk dapur masak nasi n buat tomyam
En kam solat terawih

Tetiba dia dtg cakap eh apa masak2 lagi ni
Lagi 5 minit nak masuk subuh
Laaaaa .....
So hari pertama tu air masak je la sahur hihihi

Alhamdulillah en kam boleh puasa sampai habis
Despite minum air masak je kan hihi
Berbuka makan tomyam yang masak pagi2 utk sahur tu hahaha

Hari ni hari ke dua
Xde menu istimewa pon
Just buat masak lemak ikan
Puding pelangi

Apa2 selamat berpuasa untuk semua !!

26/52

His current obseasion. Makan.. tidur.. main semua dalam khemah hihi

25/52

Great weekend spent in Stockholm's country side. We gonna miss these moments.

I love you sayang

Midsommar gateaway

Minggu lepas Sweden sambut midsommar.
Menjadi tradisi di Sweden untuk cuti pada midsommar, people will celebrating the coming of Summer
So Last Friday was a public holiday in Sweden
En Kam dah plan lama dengan kawan2 Malaysian yang lain
We gonna camping and fishing nearby lake and gonna have bbq
SO, Kami sewa kereta pagi Jumaat dan bergerak ke Falun around 11 o'clock
Journey from Stockholm to Falun was about 3 hours driving
The night before, I cooked laksa sampai 2 periuk! Hahaha
Punya la takut tak cukup
And rebus laksa for about 3 paket hehehe
Bangun pagi tu, goreng bihun and kejut khayr untuk siap12 sememtara nak tunggu En Kam sampai rumah

En Kam ambil mystery car
Its like a surprise car
We dont know what type of car we gonna get untuil the day kita datang ambil kunci
Rezeki kami dapat kereta besar.. ford apa ye lupa heheh
7 seater car.
So ajak Erfan ikut but they all tak nak
So is ok, kita satu family jer pon is gonna be fun hehehe

Kawan2 Malaysia yang lain dah sampai, sebab diorg gerak pagi
Kami sampai ke Falun around 2 pm
The midsommar celebration has started
Ok jer, sebab takdela nak kejar celebration tu 
Sebab tujuan utamanya nak pergi ponny riding yeayyy
Khayr excited sangat bila sampai tu
Sebab dah bgtau dia awal2 kita akan naik kuda
Semangat dia tunggu turn hehehehe
We have to pay  think 20SEK kot, 
Kuda pusing 2 kali dalam kawasan tu hehehe okla kan
Ada saya ambil video

Lepas tu bawa Khayr main2 dengan kuda 
Nizam tuan rumah Falun ni memnag expert photographer
Gambar2 dalam ni banyak yang saya curi dari fb dia hehehe

Balik petang tu, kami check in hostel

All the ladies and anak2 tidur di hostel

The guys camping tepi tasik hihi

Tapi sebelum tu, semua makan dinner dulu

Saya samapi tengok akak2 dah panaskan kuah laksa

potong2 sayur laksa

Lapar kot hahaha

Masing2 puji laksa sedap.. kembang bontoit I haha

Lapar rasanya semua orang, sebab they all lunch awal pukul 11

Masa En Kam nak pergi camping tu drama  la kejap

Sebab nya En Kam , KE and Nizam naik kereta kami sewa tu

Besarkan banyak boleh isi brang

yang si Khayr ni mula la nak menangis suruh pulangkan kereta dia

adoi la anak

pastu melalak

lama la jugak nak pujuk tu

tapi lepas tu ok jer

malam tu Khayr join atok2 tengok football

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Esoknya... bangun awal tengok2 akak2 dah siap buat nasi goreng untuk breakfast

siap ada sambal ikan bilis petai lagi,Memang sedap

Untung pergi camping dengan akak2 ni... sebab masing2 chef.masak sedap2.hehehe

Plan asalnya pukul 11 nak gerak ke bbq place

tp almost 11.30 jugak baru gerak hmmmmm

jauh juga nak masuk ke dalam

sampai jer khayr dah tanya mana abah mana abah

alahai anak abah ni

Melompat dia bila nampak En Kam hihi

samapi je terus serbu bbq haha

mak2 nya lupa dah kat anak2

Masing2 dok isi perut sendiri..

ada lamb, chicken tandoori, beef

Saya just bawa marshmallow je hehe

tak sempat nak gi beli barang nak marinate ayam ke apa

Seronok budak2 fishing.. yang lelaki pon

kami perempuan seronok makan n borak2 hehe

Kat situ walaupon hutan.. kita tak rasa takut macam kat malaysia

sebab takde haiwan bahaya 

kalau kat malaysia memang saya Tak berani nak tinggalkan anak2 main tepi2 semak tu

macam2 kang terbayang yang datang huuu

Gambar2 cantik kat atas tu saya ambil dari fb abg nizam

host kami di Falun

dia mmg photographer

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esok nya kami lepas breakfast kami gerak balik ke stockholm

en Kam ajak ke Dalarna

saja nak jalan2

pergi kat tempat giant kuda dalarna ni

kalau kat sweden ni.. kuda merah ni antara souviner yg menarik 

kita mcm signature souviner utk sweden

kami singgah kejap je ambil gambar lepas beli barang makan kat coop

Otw balik tu sempat singgah di Dragon gate 

terletak di daerah Uppsala

seronok khayr dengar dragon

berlari tanya mana dragon?? Mana dragon ibu??

pon sibggah kejap je ambil gambar

sebab sejukkk

kitorang xde proper jacket 

so zas zas ambil gambar terus masuk dalam kereta hahaha

Overall nice experience

lovely spent weekend

harap boleh buat lagi aktiviti mcm ni

close to nature 

Syukur

Semalam Khayr ada check up dengan paeds
Sejak daytang sini, Khayr memang ada routine check up dengan paeds
Plus regular check up kat vardcentral with the nurses
Puncanya, we brought his  medical report from Malaysia
As he was incubated in the NICU when he was born
So memang ada la every 6 months akan jumpa paeds

Kisahnya semalam pergi la Huddinge
Saya dah bangun awal goreng bihun, sebab appointment pukul 10.30 am
Knowing the appointment akan habis around 11.30 which is his lunch time
Mak mak gitu la kan, pikir anak jer huuuu

Sampai sana, as usual ambil berat n tinggi
Alahai sayang, berat baru 12.4kg tinggi pulak 93.8 cm
Untuk budak 3 tahun 6 bulan, doc kata kecik sangat tu sayang

Tunggu punya tunggu Dr Åsa keluar welcome kitorang ke dalam bilik
First dia tnya Khayr mcmana sekarang,
Fine, En Kam jawab
Khayr masa tu dah melompat dok main dalam bilik doc
So doc cakap svenska dengan Khayr
Tanya dah pegi dågis tak
pandai lompat tak
doc suruh khayr lompat using satu kaki
Basically nak tengok Khayr punya development macamana
Alhamdulillah semua ok

Still doc suruh ambik darah untuk check HbA1c, Growth Hormone, IGF1..lagi satu apa ye..ibu lupa!

So sebelum keluar saya tnya mengenai result EEG test aritu
Last khayr kena seizure masa demam aritu, saya minta doc buat EEG test
Just to be confirmed, althought the doc said usually they do not performed this kind of test untuk budak yang kena seizure waktu demam
Bt being a mother, of course la kita risau la
Dok pikir yang bukan2... so the doc at the emergency agreed
She write a letter to order the test
SO last week of May aritu kitorang buat test tu
Not kitorang, but Khayr la kan hehehe

We were invited into a room
The nurse (person who did the test) asked Khayr which movie he would like to watch
Luckily ada cd McQueen...so he chose that one
The nurse on the CD, Khayr was sitting on my lap
First the nurse measured diameter kepala Khayr
Then, The nurse put like a glue, and glued an electrode in his head
Khayr at first mcm was curious what is going on  heee
But I explained to him that kakak wanted to put something kat kepala khayr
Being Khayr, he is such a good boy
Even the nurse said a few times he was really calm and make my job easier heheheh
It takes about 20 mins to put all the electrode and about 20 mins to take the reading
She asked khayr a few times to close his eyes, 
Through out the test, khayr was calm and relax watching the movie hehehe
Alhamdulillah good boy sanagt ni!

So semalam doc bgtau the result of the test
Nothing abnormal and nothing needs to be worried
Basically no epilepsy sign, the reading showed some variation
But still in the normal range
the variation might due to his movements when the reading was recorded
Alhamdulillah Syukur ya Allah

Lepas ambik darah for the blood test,
Kiotrang balik
At first we planned xyah la hantar Khayr pergi dågis
Sebab in the afternoon ada sommarfest
Tapi he wanted to go to dågis instead
So I called Petra to asked , and he was most welcome to come
The other friend were having lunch, so Petra said she will save some food for Khayr
so kind of her
Sebab khayr memang tak makan dari pagi
Walaupon saya bawa bekal tapi Khayr taknak makan
Sampai sekolah, kawan2 teruns panggil khayr khayr hehehe
Bukak jacket semua, so he lunch with his other friends

Later petang kiotrang datang for the sommarfest for his group
Summer la sangat sebab stockholm sejuk sekarang ni
SO makan2 kat dalam je
Basically just chatting with other parents and also makan2 hehehe

Baju Raya

Amboi tajuk tak tertahan...hahaha. Puasa pun belum dah sibuk pasal baju raya kan. Eh tapi memang kena sibuk... bukan apa..kang nak kena beli online..ambik masa seminggu jugak nak sampai kan. Nak pos ke sini lagi.. 2 minggu pulak. Kalau beli lambat, lambat pos..lambat samapi sini.. siapa nak jawab? nak pakai apa pagi raya kang kita kan? hehehehe

Raya tahun ninak pakai ROYAL BLUE amboi hahahaha. Takde specific reason pun why this year we decided to choose royal blue. It just because nowdays Khayr sooooo into blue.Kang beli colour lain, takut dia xnak pakai pulak. As usual, biasa la si kecik tu.. semua kena ikut cakap dia sekarang. Bos kecik.

Baju nya dah survey lama dah....tapi nya tak beli-beli2. Tengok pulak kat instagram...Rizalman cakap dia ada buat rizalmanfor zalora. Eh mesti la kena tunggukan...mana tau ada warna royal blue. Tungu punya tunggu... sekali banyak pulak kaler biru. EEEEeeeee saja je tau rizalman ni, macam tau2 je i nak pakai warna royal blue this year. Great minds think alike gitewwwww hahahahaha

Tengok kat bawah ni, ada banyak yang berkenan tau. Cuma nya...takut model pakai lawa, model sini pakai kang... nampak hamburger semua. sadis tauuuuu pagi raya nanti  

Musalmah baju kurung. Sopan je kan. Cantik pulak tu

 Mariam. Anggun kan

Ni Bibah namanya. Classic kan

Rokiah ni paling menawan kalbu... 

Seriously tak tahu nak pilih yang mana... dah rambang mata... sob sob sob. Untuk En Kam and Khayr senang je. Selalu beli kat Bak . Tapi tahun ni nak try beli kat Jakel lah. Sebab last year kan ada Baju Melayu aaron Aziz tu, cantik jugak kaler2 dia.

Agak2 kalau En Kam pakai baju melayu kat bawah ni, kacak macam Aaron Aziz tak? hahahaah

Kalau tanya En Kam mesti dia jawab tak.... sebab dia LAGI KACAK dari Aaron Aziz hahahaha. Apo2 lah jang. Kita tunggu je lah raya eok kang ye. Mano baju yang den boli hehehehe

ALONE

He is the one who always cheer me up...when I was down, when I was sad, when I was unhappy...
my only son. When I happen to 'lost' him... I have nobody else. ALONE

Let her go

LET HER GO

Well you only need the light when it's burning low
Only miss the sun when it starts to snow
Only know you love her when you let her go

Only know you've been high when you're feeling low
Only hate the road when you’re missin' home
Only know you love her when you let her go
And you let her go

Staring at the bottom of your glass
Hoping one day you'll make a dream last
But dreams come slow and they go so fast

You see her when you close your eyes
Maybe one day you'll understand why
Everything you touch surely dies

But you only need the light when it's burning low
Only miss the sun when it starts to snow
Only know you love her when you let her go

Only know you've been high when you're feeling low
Only hate the road when you're missin' home
Only know you love her when you let her go

Staring at the ceiling in the dark
Same old empty feeling in your heart
'Cause love comes slow and it goes so fast

Well you see her when you fall asleep
But never to touch and never to keep
'Cause you loved her too much
And you dived too deep

Well you only need the light when it's burning low
Only miss the sun when it starts to snow
Only know you love her when you let her go

Only know you've been high when you're feeling low
Only hate the road when you're missin' home
Only know you love her when you let her go

And you let her go (oh, oh, ooh, oh no)
And you let her go (oh, oh, ooh, oh no)
Will you let her go?

'Cause you only need the light when it's burning low
Only miss the sun when it starts to snow
Only know you love her when you let her go

Only know you've been high when you're feeling low
Only hate the road when you're missin' home
Only know you love her when you let her go

'Cause you only need the light when it's burning low
Only miss the sun when it starts to snow
Only know you love her when you let her go

Only know you've been high when you're feeling low
Only hate the road when you're missin' home
Only know you love her when you let her go

And you let her go

Busy beeee

Sebenarnya ada banyak benda nak cerita
Banyak benda nak tulis
Tapi busy nya laa hai...
Busy pasal study ni haaa
Semalam baru settled satu benda.. 
Tapi ada banyak benda lagi yang nak kena settle dalam list ni
Takpela, kita buat satu2...

Sekarang balik sekolah pun punya lah penat
Balik terus masak, layan Khayr makan
Lepas tu kemas dapur sikit2 (tak banyak sebab malas haha)
Baru le pikir nak mandi ke nak baring2 ke
Penat ok
Tapi tu la, bila lepas masak tengok suami anak makan bertambah, rasa bahagia je
Kalau boleh memang tak nak En Kam masak dinner, 
For me bab masak bior ler saya yang masak kan
Yang lain kalau En kam nak tolong alhamdulillah
Tapi semalm balik tengo En Kam dah masak Pineng curry uolss
Kagum tak? haha
Ala guna perencah instant tu... tp sedap jugak
So as reward,saya goreng susur udang pulak lepas tu
Sedap uols
Hujan2..penat.. dapat makan cucur udang panas2. nikmatnya Yallah .. Tuhan je la yang tau haha over 
Khayr makan banyak
Lewat malam pulak pujuk dia makan nasi ... habis. 
Alhamdulillah, lately dia tak berapa nak makan
Sejak balik dari London tu, sikit nau dia makan sekarang
Kena memujuk la nak habiskan nasi cenonet tu...

Anyway
Alhamdulillah my abstract submission to the EASD meeting has been accepted
Jumaat aritu dapat email
Meeting kali ni di Vienna, Austria BIG Yeayyyyy
My SV as usual been so kind. he asked me to bring my family along to the meeting
He said this might be the last chance for you to visit Vienna, which is might be true kan
So jom le kita plan percutian ke Vienna , En kam! hihihi
Owh meeting tu 5 hari tau... so it's gonna be a long vacation for us or maybe ust for En kam and khayr? hahaha

Dan tertangguh nak cerita trip ke Amsterdam, Brussel, Munich, London itu hari
Alamak ingat lagi ke tak la kan???
Or kita cerita yang ingat jer? hahaha

Ok ler, nak sambung buat kerja
Actually now lunch  hours
But as now I dah selalu skip lunch, tu yang dok merepek kat sini
Ok byeeee

Ni gambar masa kat Brighton aritu, thanks Katrina for the photo. Suka gambar  ni. Khayr masam sebab nak ice cream... hihihi